Okay I am a mean bitch!!
My MIL tried to befriend me on facebook again, I still have teh request not knowing what to do with it, I will not befriend her BUT I don't want to hit ignore again and there is the message she sent me saying lets be friends... I can't do it, I just can't there really is too much in the past that I just can't let go of.... The biggest thing is the moving to FL to be with her real grandchildren I will never let go of that no matter what she says like I didn't mean it like that and that I took that statement the wrong way.. well if she didn't mean that then she shouldn't have said that!! Because words have meanings.. I know she feels that way BUT own it, don't try and back peddle just own it you don't like or consider Ricks kids the way you do Krissy's kids no-one is blind we all know the truth so OWN IT!!! There are a LOT of other things too BUT that is the biggest and I will never forget or forgive taht statement because she can hurt my feeling as much as she wants BUT she will NOT make my kids feel bad!!!!! That is NOT OKAY!!
I got off track again!
Anyways don't get me wrong I don't think she really wants to be my friend she just saw my name and thought she should be my facebook friend, and I don't think she will notice that I am not.. I know I mean nothing to her and I know that. I don't want to be her facebook friend or any other type of friend, she is the mother of my husband nothing more nothing less.... And I will not have a relationship with someone who is so mean! She doesn't like me never has never will so lets stop pretending and just own our feeling!!

~Eileen~

Okay I have said it before and will say it again I HATE PEOPLE WHO TATTLE... it is always the same people...

Okay okay i wrote this big long vent, posted it for a minute and then deleted it and man that felt good... I had to delete it because well there were somethings I really wouldn't want anyone to read even though I am mad that Matt found my blog and tattled to my mother-in-law I am not an evil person who wants to ruin a persons like (unlike someone named Matt) BUT it did feel good to write it down and then delete it..

Nope can't tell you what it is becuase I am not a tattler :~)

~Eileen~

So here's the thing my mother-in-law again requested me to be her facebook friend, this is like the 3rd or 4th time this time she left a personal message that says "Good Morning want to be my facebook friend? xxoo"

The answer is no I don't want to be your facebook friend BUT how do I answer, in the past I have just hit ingnore BUT I feel that if you left a message I need to answer so it has just been sitting there for a week...

The thing is I don't want people I don't like and who don't like me on my facebook, I like to say whatever I want to say and well I accept her as my friend then I won't be able to do that.
BUT I feel like I need to answer the message, I can make a list of things that has happened that got us to this spot BUT even if I was to make a list I know the reply I will get. She will say "well you know I didn't mean it like that" or she will say "you took that the wrong way" or the best "I was just joking"... And I don't believe any of that crap!! When you don't invite someone to thanksgiving dinner and say well there are 6 of you and that is a lot and I didn't think we would have enough room after invited the whole extended family that means something... or telling Rick after we had been married for 10 years that she never did like any girl he brought home BUT there was still time, that says something... or when you say "I am moving to FL to be with my real grandchildren because those kids are my sons wives kids" that means and says something...
And if you didn't mean them then you shouldn't say them.......

So I will NOT be her facebook friend BUT I think I will just leave the request for now and pretend that I didn't see it...

~Eileen~

Okay seems like someone told my mother-in-law about my blog... I know who my brother-in-law so as not to start a war I decided to delete the venting blogs I wrote and start a new one I will still use the other one but this one will be too vent!!

I don't know if she read my blog or not and I am undecided if I think it would be bad for her to read it I mean if she were at least all the feeling would be out in the open right? That would be a good thing... BUT on the other side if she were to have read it, I know she will turn around and tell Rick what a horrible person I am (again)....

So either way I deleted all the bad blogs and will only vent regular life stuff on that and use this for real venting.....

~Eileen~